I know that such a public announcement of my intention may come as a bit of a shock but as part of a continual review process of my participation within this flora that has never happened, I have decided to stay.This will come as a terrible disappointment to some but I will ask you to try and find the strength to carry on in the dark days (I know) will follow. For the sake of the forum (and those I am not leaving behind) I would ask my decision not to become a matter of public debate, gnashing of teeth and rending of cloth.I don't know how long this will last and perhaps I will be gone one day. I'm not going to delete my account and I will be answering PM's so my decision to stay should be virtually invisible apart from my continued posting.Yours in perpetuity.H